i can't do better than you.

fall is already here in full effect. i already miss summer and i can feel my bones getting colder and i feel lonelier by the hour. another year has passed, hardly anything has changed. i'm unemployed (sort of) again. i had a job for a minute that i really loved, but due to them being very irresponsible and giving a bunch of assholes 40+ hrs of overtime cos they "needed it", they were very low on employee funds, and of course the little guys like myself and a few others who ask for a meager 30 hours a week, are the ones who suffer. too long of a sentence, i know.

but, my band is going rather well. we finally started handing out our two song demo. everyone i've given it to, loves it. it seems like the offers for shows are just pouring in. when we first debuted those two songs, it was a tad disheartening feeling like no one cared. which ironically is what all of my songs are about, ha. we play all these shows with all these bands that i actually like a lot and no one cares. i feel that way at least. i'm probably generalizing most feelings towards our music, but being a depressive, i generally tend to do that. we are playing in muskegon, and in illinois in the near future and i couldn't be any more excited. well, i suppose i could. it's mostly restrained.

i had more to write, but i think i can sum it up with this: girls.